Chamber of Secrets 

Tue, Dec 3 11:01 pm

                     I'm reading A game with Kismet as I play my favorite song, It's comforting me...I love reading books it makes me calm and turn my mind onto something more deeper which felt real even though its unreal and I know some of it will never happen to me I will never experience any of it. I've always been afraid of what other people might see and think about me to the point that I'd always choose to read something than to talk to someone just to avoid being "hated", but I want to feel being appreciated by me too.. for being myself. I love my self for being me yet other people hate for being me. I've always been joyful and loud because that's what I want everyone to view me, that's the way I wanted to be remembered ..,Reading this story reminds me that someone will always be beside me too, someone appreciates me too.. And reading this story makes me feel the comforting feeling to be loved and appreciated.. Thought me a lot of things indeed. 

            Oh to be loved and appreciated.. To love is to be seen.
                                                                                                                                      11:22 p.m